Friday, March 21, 2008

4:30AM and I am still awake.

Hi again!! I am baaack....unfortunately =]
I just got done cleaning the entire kitchen!! I busted my ass in that kitchen, it was disgusting! It took me about 1 hr 30 mins! Then, i sat down to relax, took one of my pills (Mirapex) and turned on Judge Judy (i LOVE her) and then next thing I know, Sandy (my dog) PUKED right beside me on the floor!!!!! It was a huge puddle, it was so gross, i started gagging, i only puked as well! THEN she goes into her crate and PUKED IN THERE!!!! OMG!!! I was ready to kill somebody!!! I then cleaned up this nasty crap and that took another half hour cuz i had to throw most of the crap she threw up on in the washer! THEN!! I go get my vaccuum to vaccuum the living room cuz of the, idk what you would call this, but i guess 'crumbs' from her throw up and when i went to get the vaccuum there was SH!T IN THE DINING ROOM!!!!! OMGOMGOMG! i was fuming by then, LITERALLY! Right now, both those dang dogs are outside and they have been out for about an hour now, they are sitting at the door starring at me as we speak! lol and im not letting them in until i'm done with this blog!

So anyways, i found an AWESOME website to teach me spanish, it has courses to teach you, literally 50 hours a week and you have to stick to it if you want to learn, here's the site: http://www.livemocha.com/ It looks awesome, I just found it from I2US tonight, someone recommended it. I really want to stick to learning spanish, i am supposed to be going to see Martins family this December and we will probably be seeing them once a year and for like a 2 week length of time, so i really want to learn spanish so i can communicate with my family!! =] I love them all so much and i feel so stupid whenever i talk to them on the phone and i hated that when i was in Mexico and Martin would just leave to go to the store and i would feel so awkward and worried if anyone would talk to me cuz i wouldnt be able to respond or i might not understand...i hated feeling like that, i want to be able to communicate with all of them like i can with anyone in english! So that will be one of my goals, to learn how to speak FLUENT spanish!!! Misty's ass better help me too =]

Well Big Brother might be interesting tomorrow, well actually in an hour cuz Evel Dick is coming to the BB house!!!! I can't wait! He might be waking the houseguests up with pots and pans LOL oh gosh, i love him and i cant wait to see what he does in the house! OMG!! Guess what I got today!! being the HUGE Big Brother fan that i am, i have Dani on my friends list, she is from last season, Dick's daughter, well i wrote her a message on myspace about 2 nights ago and she left me a comment like 2 hours ago!!!! OMG! I literally almost fell out of my seat! LOL! Her and Dick were my absolute fav. on the show, its just weird that she wrote me! ahhhhhh i was so shocked!

Anyways.....its 4:40 right now and I think i'm finally ready for bed! I need to get my ass back to a schedule, this is insane and i hate going to bed this late AND waking up late! I HATE IT!!! I'll try to work on that......later..haha nite-nite

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Another boring day = \

I haven't wrote in awhile, well becuz, nothing has really been going on. I'm kind of irritated with HP right now. Heres what happened...I Send in my laptop to HP back in Feb. to be fixed cuz there was no sound coming out of my speakers, that turned into a complete mess! Turns out they wanted to charge me over $300, which was not true, long story short, i received my laptop March 12th and didnt owe them anything, like it was supposed to be! Well I get it back and it looks like my laptop has been dropped! either threw shipping or while they were working on it, idk! Now i have to send it back =[ ughhhhhhh i hated not having my computer, the lady promised me that i will have it within a week, so we shall see!

Anyways...these past few days have been boring and Big Brother is NO help, its boring as hell now! Now they got a new HOH and they put up the 2 best players in the game, in my opinion....ughhh so another bummer there lol

hmmm what else...oh yah, Allie drew all over the walls with a marker, i freaked out but it turned out that it was washable and it came right off! I have also been potty training her, she's doing great except for her 'poops' she pooped in her panties TWICE today!!!!! gosh, its so gross, i wish she would stop!!!!

Martin has been working a lot lately! Hopefully he will finally be bringing in some good paychecks!! He worked from 7am-8pm monday, the same tuesday, 8am-11pm!! on wednesday and tonight he worked from 8am-6pm. He will be getting a company truck pretty soon, id say within a week or 2. When he gets a company truck, he doesnt even have to pay for gas wherever he goes, which is AWESOME! So far business has been picking up tremendously and im so excited cuz that means we're going to b e getting BIG paychecks! yay!! Once Martin goes out to jobs on his own, which he has been for the first time this week, and he gets big jobs, he can earn up to $800-$1000 a week!!! Thats going to be effing awesome, i get excited just thinking about it lol So if you add it together, say Martin makes like $700 one week, we pay $200 for rent, $100 for groceries, that equals up to $400 left over, and thats only $700, he could make more that week. $400 is a lot of money, compared to what we're working with now!!!
The downfall of all this is, we def. need to keep a lot of money in savings, thats for sure and we owe martins parents, literally $6 or $7000! They have been taking care of us this entire time Martin has been going through this immigration process, so we need to pay them back.

We are supposed to be going to Mexico again in December, gosh i can't wait, i hope we get to go! I miss them all so much...Misty is down there now and im so freakin jealous! lol I talked to her last night and the stories she was telling me just brought back all the things we did there while in Mexico! I can't wait for Misty to get back, i miss her so much! I usually see her twice a week, its now going on 8 days and i havent seen her or my little babies!!!! She comes back Monday, so I will def. be at her house monday evening to get all the details, even if shes tired, im there! =]

Oh and about Easter...thats another thing that pisses me off! EASTER IS THIS SUNDAY!!!!!! ummmmm what the hell?? Isn't easter in APRIL!!!! I wonder if Misty knows about this cuz we usually have plans for the girls, we haven't even talked about it...i dont even have a BASKET for allie!!!!!! Gosh, im mad about that! Im just gonna go shopping i guess, tomorrow for her easter and i dont plan on celebrating easter until Misty gets back, Allie won't ever know the difference. And besides, ITS SUPPOSED TO BE IN APRIL!!!!!!

Lets see...what else? Oh, since i have nothing to do at all during my day, no car, nothing...im usually on the computer a lot, so mainly what i do is go to this site Immigrate2us.net its an immigration forum that helps others out with their case. I help many ppl through the process and i feel good doing it. The ppl i help are ppl who were in my position last year, many ppl helped me out on that site, so i just feel like i need to return the favor.

I also go to Yahoo! Answers. I had an account but i got flagged to much, so i needed to get another one. Now all i do is answer questions that are actually NEEDING help and advice, not ppl who just want to fight. If you ever go to Y! Answers and go under politics and then the immigration part, you see MANY questions posted up that are talking mad trash about mexicans and 'illegals' they talk about how horrible ppl they are. I responded to 2 questions that wasn't needing advice but they were trashing latinos in general so i responded to one saying that 'my husband is an EX-illegal' and something about its wrong to hate every illegal and what do you know, i got flagged and i lost 20 points just for saying that. That happened for the 2nd one as well, that site really pisses me off and its wrong that if someone disagrees with you, they can flag you and you can get your account removed just cuz of idiots! Y! Answers should only allow people to flag others if the other is cursing, being dirty or using threats...if the person gets flagged for just telling THEIR own opinion w/o bad language, then it should not be flagged at all! Its crazy...so im just totally ignoring the whole politic side cuz they make me the most angry, im just focusing now on immigration questions and for ppl who are needing help, thats IT! I've actually got chosen as the best answer for a few of the ones i've answered, it helped them out, so thats always a plus! =]

Alright, enough about dumb y! answers...I really need to clean my house, mainly the kitchen, i haven't cleaned it in 2 days and its disgusting, ughhhhhh i HATE doing the kitchen, hate hate HATE it with a passion! And OMG! Guess what i found in the kitchen today!!! a MOUSE!!!!!!! It ran under the stove! god only knows how many we have (ugh, i got chills just now just thinking about it!) becuz buffy (my cat) caught one and killed it, this was like a month ago! So apparently there are more! Buffy is NOT doing her duty as the cat in the house, she needs to catch these dang things and get rid of them!!! But what she does is kill birds and mice outside and bring them to our back door!!! I hate it when she does that, its disgusting!

You know what has become my favorite store now...GOODWILL! how sad is that? lol that shows how broke we really are. There is a newer one on hwy 138 in stockbridge and i actually love the store. People just give away really good stuff and goodwill sells it for cheap. I bought a bunch of allie's jeans there, i got her 3 pairs of $25 pair of jeans EACH that was originally from The Childrens Place and i only paid $2 bucks each for them. I also got me a cute pair of L.E.I jeans for $4 bucks. Martin does his work shopping there and gets a bunch for cheap. They also have great stuff for the house, just cute decorations here and there. The place isnt bad at all! Out of all the goodwill's i've been to, the one on hwy 138 is by far the best and its very clean! Its not trashy at all, like most of them usually are. i actually can't wait until we do have money cuz i do miss my stores =[ I really miss Kohl's, I have one right up the road from me and i always pass it, and know i cant even go in there...I really miss Old Navy, gosh i need clothes so bad!!!!
Another thing i want soooooo bad!! Ummm did this b log just turn into "Amber wants, Amber wants?" lol I guess its just all spilling out cuz we have been considered 'POOR' for, gosh, how long has it been? Since JULY!!! Thats when Martin left for Mexico and ever since, we had $00000!!!!! Anyways! what i really want are double C earrings! Heres a pic:

Gosh aren't they beautiful?!?! I found some at the mall for $200, even a pair for $150! I'm really wanting a pair, this will be the first thing on my list to buy for myself, these earrings!! =] 2nd will be a Coach purse lol

Okay...enough about that! Did i mention i got a haircut recently. I went to the same hairstylist and only paid $13 for the haircut! Awesome huh? Here's what i got:
She looks hott i know, it doesnt look to great on me, but it is cute! I like it better than what i had, it was getting too long for me. Once my hair grows out a little bit more, i think it will look great on me, especially with all the layers, i have soooo many layers!!
Well I wrote enough today, i could probably keep going, i should try to blog daily, even if i didnt do anything that day, i should just write about my thoughts or something, just to get them out, SOMEWHERE! Anyways, i shall see my blog manana =]


adiossssss.


Monday, March 17, 2008

I'm so effing tired!

Today was a sucky day, what a waste...i ended up staying up all night and i've just wanted to go lay in the bed and pass out but i can't cuz of Allie. Today has been miserable, i was up until like 5am and i still wasnt tired, I ended up talking to an old friend named Shane on yahoo and he kept me entertained for a couple of hours and then about 7am, it started to hit me, i was getting verrrry TIRED! But i knew i couldnt go to sleep at 7am cuz allie would be waking up in a few hours. So i was like 'screw it' and i just stayed up. I dont even have anything to cook for dinner, Martin's going to be mad lol oh well, he can go to taco bell or something. I just can't wait until it reaches 11pm tonight, i will be GONE!! Thats the only best thing about staying up all night, you just can't WAIT for your head to hit that pillow and its the greatest feeling in the world, so im very excited about that moment. lol

Okay, so yah, what a boring blog, nothing happened today besides me talking about how miserable i am today, but its better than nothing! And Big brother has been so boring too! Gosh!! This whole week its sucked, nothing interesting has happened in the house this week and hardly anything last week, this winter season kind of sucks! They need to come up with some new twists or something, jeeeeeeez. Anyways...thats it, i guess i could go clean house, but i dont feel like it.......ha, so i guess ill just sit where im at and watch the time go by slowly!

byeeeeeeeeeeee*

This weekend..

Friday was a FUN day for me actually! I haven't been out of the house much these past few months becuz we've been so freakin broke, i actually went out by myself and got pampered =] Martin stayed home and watched Allie and he actually wanted to stay home becuz of a stupid soccer game, thank god i wasn't home for that! haha So yah, i was in need of a hair cut and i wanted to do something crazy, so i went SHORT! I've never had short hair, so I thought I would try it. It looks really cute actually, its real choppy, layers all over and its right above the shoulders. I went to the same lady that i went to back in December, her name is Christy and she works at the Hair Cuttery, she is GREAT!!!! I will keep going back to her from now on and plus, my entire hairstyle was only $13 bucks! I was shocked the first time I went and was actually scared cuz since it was so cheap, she would do horrible! But she didn't, shes great! So after i did my hair, i went to a nail salon and got my nails done and a pedicure, gosh i love pedicures!!! they are so relaxing and they feel awesome! I got my toenails a cute orange color and they look so cute! And my nails are short squared with the same orange color as tips, too cute, the lady did great! After all that, i went to wal-mart and went shopping for a few things we needed. I got allie a little seat for the toilet so she can go 'potty' on the BIG POTTY! lol Its Dora and she loved it, she was like 'DORA!! Look mommy, its DORA!!!' I also bought he a pack of panties, she loved those too, anything new, she loves!

Allie is doing GREAT with potty training! I can't believe how good she is doing, i taught her how to do it, but i didnt really pressure her into doing it, i just kept repeating it over and over 'do you need to pee-pee?' and she would always respond 'NO' so i guess with us reminding her every 10 mins, it finally settled in! lol She started doing this at the end of Feb. 2008, so she was 2 years and 6 mos. old. So i guess thats about average. She does have accidents, but all kids have accidents, she's going to be a pro before long =]

Okay, so Saturday...hmmm what did we do? Oh yah!! (i was seriously thinking for like 3-4 mins, doesnt seem like it on here, but i was hahaha) Martin had his biometrics appointment in Atlanta. This is for his AOS (Adjustment of Status) and they took his fingerprints and photos, i guess just so he can be in the United States system, which is so cool =] cuz now hes a SOMEBODY here in the states! Anyways, the night before, which was friday night, there were tornadoes all over the freakin PLACE here in Georgia!! It was so scary! Well, the funny thing is (wouldnt have been funny if my house was blown away in a tornado!) that i was on the phone with my bff Misty, and we talked for about an hour cuz shes in mexico and i had to get all the details on that and whats going on down there, omg is she funny, but while i was tlaking to her, my brother Joey kept calling me, i never answered his call cuz i figured it was something stupid that he wanted. He came in the house and said 'WHAT ARE U DOING?" i told him i was talking to misty and then he started telling me about how horrible it is out there! 3 tornadoes hit Clayton County, which is 15 mins away from me! And that we have been having a HORRIBLE storm! I didnt really pay it ANY attention lol how crazy....so then i went to bed about 4am, and woke back up at 6am cuz the lightening and thunder was so loud and it scared me, i was scared that there was a tornado headed our way, so i turned on the news and just watched that for an hour, so by then, it was 7am and there was no point in going back to sleep cuz i had to be up in an hour or 2 to get ready to go to Martins appointment. So i took a shower, martin went to pick up a biscuit at McDonalds for us to eat (sausage egg and cheese biscuit, the BEST!) and once we were done, we went to atlanta for his appointment. We got there at 11:15am and he wasnt allowed in until 11:30am. I wasn't allowed to go with him and neither was Allie, so we waited outside in the car. He didnt come out until 1:05am, so it wasnt too long. We went home and i was sooooooo freakin tired so when we got home, i went str8 to bed, i passed out at about 2:30pm and woke back up at 6pm!!!!!! gosh i was so mad that it was so late, but i was so tired!! It was so hard waking up at 6! But i knew i had to get up. I went downstairs and martin went out to go get us all soemthing to eat, he was craving mexican, so he went and got that, it was real good. And that was about it on Saturday.

Sunday....well i hung out with my mom a little while helping her move into her new apartment. She moved from her moms house all the way in barnesville and now shes in Griffin. Its actually a cute place for griffin!! Its a 2 story apartment, i couldnt believe how cute it was, its perfect for her!! She's come a long way ever since shes gotten out of prison, shes a new person and we have actually grown a lot closer too, which is great. We're going to a concert together April 24th, which is next month, gosh we are so excited!!!! Its Carrie Underwood and Keith Urban, Carrie is my fav. and Keith is her fav. We both can't wait!!!!! Well after helping my mom, martin and I took allie to go see that new Dr. Suess movie 'Horton hears a who?' We took Pop too, he was so happy to get out and i also havent seen him in about 2 months, so it was good to spend time with him too. The movie was cute, allie loved it! She was glued to the screen the entire time! So tonight was fun, i'm glad we got to go see the move, as long as Allie had fun =]

*Allie & Pop @ the movies*

Well that was my weekend, i should be back to blog some more later this week!! Im going to go check out my big brother updates =] bye for now!!!!

-Amber

Thursday, March 13, 2008

March 14, 2008

Hey,

I know many people won't ever read this, but if I do have a few that will keep up with me, have fun reading =] This blog will just be for my personal use. I used to blog back when I was 16 and it was crazy to read all of my thoughts back then. So many things have changed in my life these past few years that its crazy. I really want to maintain this blog so that I can have in my future, my daughter could possibly read this later when she reaches my age that I am now....little crazy but ya never know...

Well this is me - My name is Amber, I am 22 years old, just turned 22 in January. I live in a busy town called McDonough here in Georgia. I really wish that I wasn't in this state but my family and friends are here, so i'm kind of stuck. Anyways, I have a 2 year old daughter, her name is Allie and she is my entire world! I couldn't picture my life without her. I just recently got married in January. His name is Martin, you pronounce it like Mar-teen, NOT Martin lol but yah, he's great, I love him with all my heart. We were together for 5 years and then finally tied the not! He's my first love, and he will be my last =]

This is just a short little one for tonight, hopefully I will be back as often and write on here and just talk about my booooooring life. So yah....this is me!!

-Amber